My name is Zhao Yuanyuan, why is my life like this?

First of all, I want to explain to everyone why I'm writing this prologue that involves so many private issues about myself, which is essentially a self-narration. There are two reasons: First, I'm actually quite a naughty minx, so I wanted to write a self-narration to let everyone know me, to understand the side of me that's not known to the public, and then to see everyone's lustful comments, to let everyone comment on how much of a slut I am. This makes me feel particularly excited! It makes me feel especially shameless, especially real! The second reason is that I want to use this self-narration to give everyone a preliminary understanding of me. The novel I'm starting to serialize on SIS is planned to be a long one, containing my sexual fantasies, imagining what I might be like without the constraints of reality. But some of the content is actually based on my real experiences, absolutely undiluted real experiences, which can let everyone know me more authentically.