My name is Xiaoxin, and I am the only child in my family. Both of my parents are highly educated intellectuals; my father works for a foreign trade company, and my mother is an elementary school teacher.
My parents have always been very strict with me, especially my mother, since she was my homeroom teacher in elementary school. Under their strict discipline, I was considered a model student with excellent grades and behavior from first to sixth grade, almost always scoring full marks in Chinese and math. My mother was always proud of me at school. After graduating from elementary school, I was recommended to a provincial key middle school due to my outstanding performance.
In the first midterm exam of the first year of middle school, I still ranked first in the class. My mother came back from the parent-teacher meeting beaming with joy because the teacher had praised me several times during the meeting.
After the midterm exams, the teacher changed my seatmate. My new seatmate was a troubled girl named Pan Jinfeng. Her parents divorced when she was very young, and after the divorce, both remarried. She was basically raised by her grandparents, who couldn't control her well. She made a group of bad friends in society, often skipped school, and frequently talked back to teachers, making her a headache for the teachers. The teacher arranged for me to sit with her, hoping I could help her improve. However, contrary to the teacher's expectations, she didn't make much progress, while I showed a significant decline.
This classmate Pan Jinfeng was tall and graceful, quite attractive in appearance, and everyone called her Pan Jinlian. Because she had many friends outside, most classmates were somewhat afraid of her, but for some reason, she was very friendly to me. Initially, she invited me out several times, but I refused because of my parents' strict discipline. Over the years, I had developed the habit of coming home on time. But after many invitations, I agreed to go out with her once or twice out of politeness.
Once, she took me to an internet cafe and showed me a pornographic website. At the time, I found it very exciting; it was my first exposure to such things, and I felt very curious. I couldn't resist and later frequently sneaked online, sometimes going to internet cafes with her, sometimes using the computer at home.
By the final exams, my grades had plummeted to the teens in the class, a sharp decline that shocked the teacher, who immediately called my mother to the school. For some reason, the teacher didn't mention Pan Jinlian to my mother, only asking her to pay attention to my academic performance.
In the second semester of the first year of middle school, the teacher moved Pan Jinlian away from being my seatmate, but this didn't stop us from associating with each other.
One day, my mother caught me secretly using the family computer to browse adult websites. She was utterly shocked and the next day, she went to school to talk to my homeroom teacher. This time, the teacher told my mother about my relationship with Pan Jinlian and even showed her a love letter Pan Jinlian had written to me.
Back home, my parents scolded me severely. My father even slapped me, which was the first time I had ever been hit. My mother's eyes were filled with tears, and she looked utterly heartbroken. I realized my mistakes and promised my parents that I would study hard and turn over a new leaf.
But less than a month later, I started seeing Pan Jinlian again, learned to masturbate, and became obsessed with erotic novels. My midterm exam results dropped to the twenties in class ranking, and no amount of scolding from my parents could change me.
Once, Pan Jinlian took me to a hotel, saying she wanted to explore the secrets between men and women together. The hotel staff, seeing we were just kids, called the manager, who found out our school and called them.
This time, although the school did not handle the matter publicly, they called in my parents to explain the seriousness of the situation.
As I followed my mother home, I was terrified, unsure of how my parents would punish me.
Back home, my mother called my father into their bedroom. They talked for a long time, and when they came out, I saw my mother's eyes were red; she must have been crying inside.
I thought to myself that a beating was inevitable. But my parents did not hit me, nor did they even scold me.
At night, after finishing my homework and preparing to go to bed, my father said, 'Xiao Xin, you'll sleep with your mother tonight. She has something to tell you.'
I asked, 'Can't you tell me now? If I sleep with mom, where will you sleep?'
My father replied, 'I'll sleep in your bedroom.'
His tone was firm, and I didn't dare say anything more, so I went into the master bedroom. My mother was already there, wearing a light yellow, floral-patterned pajama set. She said to me calmly, 'Xiao Xin, it's late. Get to bed.'
So I undressed and lay down next to my mother, thinking that a severe scolding was unavoidable tonight. My mother lay down beside me, and after a moment of silence, she began to speak.
"Xiao Xin, are you still in touch with that classmate Pan?"
I thought to myself: It seems Mom is about to start lecturing me! If it's a blessing, it's not a disaster; if it's a disaster, it can't be avoided. What's coming will come, no matter what Mom says, I'll just agree.
So I said, "Mom, I'll break up with her tomorrow."
Mom smiled lightly and said, "Can you really do that?"
I said, "I can do it, I definitely can. Mom, you don't need to say anything, I'll change."
Mom patted my head and said gently, "Do you think Mom is going to criticize you? You're wrong. Just now, Mom and Dad had a talk, and we think there must be something wrong with our past parenting methods. It's not just about criticism, so we need to change our approach. Xiao Xin, Mom wants to ask you a question, and you must tell Mom the truth, okay?"
I nodded. Mom then asked me, "Xiao Xin, are you very interested in the opposite sex?"
I said, "A little."
Mom chuckled softly and said, "I'm afraid it's more than just a little, right? Mom noticed you've read a lot of erotic novels on the computer!"
My face turned red instantly. I hadn't expected Mom to discover my secret. Among the erotic novels I've read, many were about mother-son incest. Mom probably knows, doesn't she?
Seeing that I didn't speak, Mom continued in a very gentle tone, "Xiao Xin, actually, it's not strange for students your age to be curious about the opposite sex. What Mom worries about is that without proper guidance, Xiao Xin might make an irreparable mistake."
"Mom, I know I was wrong," I said.
Mom looked down into my eyes. There was something in her gaze that made my heart skip a beat. I suddenly thought of Pan Jinlian. Yes, Pan Jinlian sometimes looked at me with that same gaze.
Mom suddenly lowered her head and gently kissed me on the lips. I dare say this was definitely not just a kiss between mother and son.
"Xiao Xin, your dad and I have decided that tonight, Mom will teach you some knowledge about the relationship between the sexes."
I was very surprised. Could the scenarios in the novels really come true? To be honest, I really like Mom, and I especially enjoy reading mother-son incest novels, perhaps because Mom is very beautiful? But I've never dared to imagine having an incestuous sexual relationship with Mom.
My mother was my homeroom teacher for all six years of elementary school. I have always respected and loved her deeply, never daring to entertain any inappropriate thoughts. My interest in mother-son incest stories was merely for the thrill of their absurd plots, never with the intention of actually engaging in such acts with my mother.
"Xiao Xin, who do you think is more beautiful, your mother or your classmate Pan?"
"Of course, it's you, Mom," I blurted out without hesitation.
"Xiao Xin, you mustn't lie to me!"
"It's the truth, Mom. Pan Jinlian is just a student, her body hasn't fully developed yet. How could she compare to you?"
"Then, would you like to see your mother's body, Xiao Xin?"
I nodded vigorously, afraid that my mother wouldn't believe me.
With a bright smile, my mother said, "You should take off your clothes too!"
After saying that, my mother began to undress, quickly removing all her clothes, then helped me undress. Soon, we were both naked, facing each other.
My mother had me sit opposite her. She closed her legs and lifted her large breasts with her hands, saying somewhat shyly, "These are your mother's breasts. When you were little, I used them to feed you."
I looked at my mother's breasts curiously and asked, "Did I really drink from them when I was little?"
My mother nodded and said, "You were weaned when you were just over a year old."
"Mom," I suddenly said impulsively, "can I try drinking from your breasts now?"
My mother chuckled and said, "I don't have any milk now! But if you want, you can try tasting them."
As she said this, my mother raised her chest, allowing me to take one of her nipples into my mouth. I sucked on it with great relish for a while before switching to the other nipple.
"Xiao Xin, the nipples are one of the most sensitive parts of a woman's body, along with the vulva. Next, your mother will introduce you to a woman's vulva."
My mother had me sit properly in front of her as she gently parted her legs, allowing me to see the area between them clearly.
"Look, this is mom's vulva. The area with pubic hair on top is called the mons pubis, and these thick outer lips are called the labia majora," Mom then used her fingers to part the labia majora, revealing two reddish-brown inner lips, and continued, "These two darker-colored lips are called the labia minora. Xiao Xin, don't they look like a woman's lips?"
I reached out and touched Mom's labia minora, saying, "Yes, they really do look like it!"
Mom smiled and said, "Next, Mom is going to show you the most private part of a woman's body." As she spoke, she parted the two labia minora, revealing a pinkish flesh hole inside, "Xiao Xin, look quickly, this is Mom's vagina. Fourteen years ago, you were born from here, you know?"
I looked at Mom's vagina with great curiosity. It was a flesh hole full of wrinkles, looking like it could barely fit two fingers inside.
I said, "Mom, how could such a small flesh hole possibly give birth to me?"
Mom smiled slightly and said, "Don't underestimate its size; it's very elastic! Xiao Xin, look, there are many folds inside that can stretch very wide when giving birth."
Suddenly, a question came to my mind, so I asked Mom, "Mom, how is a baby born?"
Mom looked at me with a seductive gaze, her face slightly reddened as she smiled and said, "Xiao Xin asks a good question. Xiao Xin, look, Mom's vagina is a flesh hole, and Xiao Xin's penis is a flesh rod. If you insert the flesh rod inside, wouldn't that mean Xiao Xin and Mom have merged into one?"
I nodded excitedly and said, "Yes, so what happens then?"
Mom smiled charmingly and said, "After Xiao Xin and Mom merge, the movement of the flesh rod in and out of Mom's vagina is called sexual intercourse. It's a very pleasurable activity between a man and a woman. When the pleasure reaches its peak, ejaculation occurs. A man's semen is like seeds; these semen enter Mom's uterus through the vagina and combine with the egg Mom releases to form a fertilized egg. Xiao Xin developed from such a fertilized egg!"
"Mom," I said with unusual excitement, "I want to do the pleasurable thing with Mom."
Mom giggled and said, "What kind of pleasurable thing do you want to do with Mom?"
I held my already erect penis and said, "I want to insert my penis into mom's vagina and have sex with her."
Mom blushed and said, "Xiao Xin, you're still too young to casually have sex with girls, do you understand?"
I knew mom was referring to my incident with Pan Jinlian when we rented a room. I looked at mom somewhat sadly and said, "I was just curious! Mom, I really want to know what it's like for a man and a woman to have sex!"
Mom stretched out her arms and held me tightly in her embrace, kissing me gently as she said, "Xiao Xin, mom understands how you feel. How about mom lets you insert it now? But you have to promise mom that you won't see that Pan classmate anymore, okay?"
Hearing that mom agreed to have sex with me, I couldn't help but be overjoyed. I said, "Mom, don't worry, I'll break up with her tomorrow."
Mom looked at me with relief and said, "You don't have to break up with her, just keep your relationship as ordinary friends. And you must promise mom that you won't have sex with any girl, do you understand?"
I said, "Mom, I promise you I won't have sex with any girl. Mom, can we have sex now?"
Mom giggled and said, "Xiao Xin just said you absolutely wouldn't have sex with any girl, but now you want to have sex with mom. Isn't that a bit hypocritical?"
I said somewhat anxiously, "Mom, tell me, can we or not?"
Mom said, "Xiao Xin, don't be impatient! Before a man and a woman have sex, there should be foreplay. Only when both are eager for sex can you proceed. Here, let mom teach you."
After saying this, mom held me in her arms and began to kiss me. I had kissed Pan Jinlian before and knew to extend my tongue into the other's mouth to suck each other's tongues. But kissing mom, I realized there was still much I didn't know.
Mom placed my hand on her breast, kissing me while asking me to touch her breast. Although mom was already a 35-year-old young woman, with breasts slightly sagging, they were still quite large and firm, feeling very good to the touch.
As I touched mom's breasts, mom also touched my penis, and my erection quickly became firm under mom's touch, the glans standing tall almost touching my belly.
"Xiaoxin's little brother is so hard!" Mom whispered in my ear, "Do you want to put it inside mommy?"
I nodded and said, "Mom, dear mom, can I put it in?"
Mom kissed me and said, "Xiaoxin, mommy will let you in now." With that, mom lay flat on the bed, legs spread in an M shape, hands parting her labia to reveal the pink vaginal opening, "Xiaoxin, quickly put your dick in."
I thrust my hips forward, the tip of my penis pressing against mom's vaginal opening, and asked, "Mom, can I go in now?"
Mom wrapped her legs around my waist, lifting her hips to take my dick into her vagina.
"Oh, mom, it feels so good!"
Mom smiled sweetly and said, "Xiaoxin, mommy feels really good too!"
Sex must be a human instinct. Even though I had never had sex before, once my dick was inside, I knew exactly what to do. I thrust quickly, and suddenly, an unprecedented pleasure overwhelmed me. My tip tingled, and I ended up peeing inside mom's vagina.
"Mom, I'm sorry, I peed inside you," I said.
Mom chuckled and said, "Silly child, that wasn't pee, you ejaculated inside mommy."
Weak all over, I lay on top of mom and said, "Mom, is this what ejaculation feels like? It's really nice!"
After ejaculating, I felt a bit tired and soon fell asleep in mom's arms.
And so, mom and I completed our first sexual intercourse, which was also my first time. It felt incredibly blissful. The next day, I wrote a letter to Pan Jinlian, telling her that we were still students and should focus on our studies, leaving matters of the heart for later.